here we go!

well, my very first post. how exciting. not sure why i'm doing this, other than the fact that i need a creative outlet. i'm a stay at home mom of four fabulous kids. i have a great marriage, a great family, a great life really. as my 20-10 birthday looms in the not so distant horizon, i find myself needing to make things in my life clear. an early midlife crisis maybe? i've always been a few years ahead! i like to see things written out, it makes them more concrete for me. and trust me, my mind is anything but concrete. so i'll give it a whirl, i'll jump into the world of blogging...and maybe, just maybe, i'll find what i'm looking for.