sorry i'm still slacking on the blogging.... have some intense personal things to deal with. not ready to share with the world. sometimes life is just too much, you know?
Honestly after reading your introspection post I'm feeling a lot like you actually.
I'm having a difficult time with this pregnancy. I feel so blah and fat and ugly. Then I feel selfish for feeling that way.
With Olivia, I was just willing to do whatever I could to keep her alive! I didn't mind if my body went to pot. But this time it's different. Maybe it's just a lack of something more important to worry about (which is a good thing!!) but I am more worried about my body this time around.
I'm also feeling like I'm barely keeping my head above water with the housework, kids etc. I am actually a lot like you in that I am usually very on top of things and right now I just can't and I'm feeling very overwhelmed.
I keep waiting for the second trimester glow and burst of energy but it hasn't hit yet.
Not even close. lol
I wish I had some words of wisdom for you or something more uplifting to say...but my brain doesn't seem to work much these days. Thus the lack of blogging on my end as well. :)
I really hope things get better for you soon! Just remember God loves you! Also another thing I like to think (and the only thing that keeps me sane some days) is that one day my kids will be grown and I will have all the time in the world for housework, laundry, exercise etc. Sometimes it makes me happy to know that one day I'll finally get a break but sometimes it makes me sad and realize that my kids really are growing quickly and spending time with them and enjoying their youth while I can is far more important!
My offer still stands on that phone call! Or email. Whatever works for you.
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I know just what you mean! I will be praying for you guys! Call me if you feel like talking!
thanks sassy :) how are you feeling?
Honestly after reading your introspection post I'm feeling a lot like you actually.
I'm having a difficult time with this pregnancy. I feel so blah and fat and ugly. Then I feel selfish for feeling that way.
With Olivia, I was just willing to do whatever I could to keep her alive! I didn't mind if my body went to pot. But this time it's different. Maybe it's just a lack of something more important to worry about (which is a good thing!!) but I am more worried about my body this time around.
I'm also feeling like I'm barely keeping my head above water with the housework, kids etc. I am actually a lot like you in that I am usually very on top of things and right now I just can't and I'm feeling very overwhelmed.
I keep waiting for the second trimester glow and burst of energy but it hasn't hit yet.
Not even close. lol
I wish I had some words of wisdom for you or something more uplifting to say...but my brain doesn't seem to work much these days. Thus the lack of blogging on my end as well. :)
I really hope things get better for you soon! Just remember God loves you! Also another thing I like to think (and the only thing that keeps me sane some days) is that one day my kids will be grown and I will have all the time in the world for housework, laundry, exercise etc. Sometimes it makes me happy to know that one day I'll finally get a break but sometimes it makes me sad and realize that my kids really are growing quickly and spending time with them and enjoying their youth while I can is far more important!
My offer still stands on that phone call! Or email. Whatever works for you.
Again hope you feel better soon and I'm praying!
Love ya!
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