weight is just a number... weight is just a number

this is what i've been telling myself today. i almost believe it. not really. at my checkup (the one i went to after having a hazelnut latte and a huge bagel at panera with a friend) that i've gained four pounds in the last two weeks. um, that's probably not good. maybe it has something to do with the pan of mint cream brownies i made last week... and ate most of myself. or maybe the hot fudge brownie concoction i had last night at 11pm. or possibly the southern style creamy mac and cheese i made last week for a snack. whatever it is, i have to stop. really. so now i'm not allowed to eat good food or curse. sheesh.